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Sunday, August 05, 2007
emotional turbulence..

to be understanding.. i failed badly.. the more i try.. the harder it seem to become.. i wondered.. am i doing it wrongly..? or did i not put in my 100% into it..? i lost my temper again today.. 3 weeks since it happened.. i do not deny that it has been bottling up within myself.. but i did not mean to release it out either earlier on.. emotions just overtook my sanity.. my confidence is on an all-time low.. i need the boost that was given to me when i'm in taiwan.. i dun feel it coming le.. i keep telling myself that there are many factors that causes the current state of the situation.. but i just need that "push" to keep me going on..

nearly 4 years of ups and downs.. i feel that i have grown from it.. to me.. i feel that i am able to cope compared to the many years back.. but there's still more for the better of the future.. my perseverance will bear the fruit of my labour.. don't ever mention "give up" to me.. never shall it overcome me..

to the one this it meant for.. i love u..

p.s. happy belated birthday to my dear sis, shuqin.. who came to this world on the 31st july, 22 years ago..

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